Nothing ends, and yet it's still nothing.
Oh, my dear non-existent reader… I’ve been away for quite a while now. It hasn’t been that much different, nor will it ever be. I won’t be sulking over the harsh reality we face on daily basis. I’m just here to choose. I haven’t chosen so far. None of my actions, my surroundings, my inner thoughts…
I’ve been told today that I look somewhat happy. I don’t usually get that from people. And, don’t get me wrong, I can be extremely flamboyant and up to my knees in partying. But I don’t seem to experience a similar response from those around me when my consciousness is sober and free. Will travelling…
My dearest Evangeline, I believe you would be the one to appreciate how difficult it is to write this, and the long pauses with every sentence. You know I wish you all the peace of mind in the world. You’re one of the very few people that I met with such a kind soul; and…